Sometimes I feel it and sometimes I don’t. These days I am reminded of the miracle and magic of giving.
These days I continue looking back to sketchbooks of the past. Looking back to the choices I’ve made or lack there of. What has to change so that I can live the life I choose? In a sense I already am. BUT who am I kidding. I want what I want.
Oh wow there’s been some ugly stuff. Real ugly. I love the ideas but the first two remind me that I’ve grown. Thank goodness for that.
A few days ago, I was painting hearts and that led to my love poem. I mean I thought I was done. Apparently not.
Working on a whole new layout, one that’s worthy of a wall.
…AND once I started the whole love poem edit for clarity and fluency, well that led to ideas of all things hearts for the book.
But last night I pondered over the changes and I got to say that little conversation hurt.
All this led to recording myself talking about my creative journey. My plan is to finish off the year reviewing my decisions, goals and bring that to a close so I can be READY FOR 2019
-no hay imposibles
So ready to work on new books and
I’ve been wondering about the next move and it seems like I have reached the point of letting go. Last night I finished the who knows how many times I’ve edited my book. I feel good. The words of Oprah echo in my mind…let go and become part of the flow. This week I repainted trees that needed a little more color or a few more leaves. I am careful not to get caught up in the perfection phase. I am letting go and in the mean time I will work on drawing. I will focus on drawing characters in preparation for other projects. Yes I know my book is awesome but I need to put it away for a month or two and then review it with a fresh pair of eyes. This will give me time to read and read and draw. Wait I wonder if artists who are working on albums do this?
Imagine all the impossibilities that are possible.
That’s the crazy wonderful thing about freedom…you are free to create what you want. That’s a big question and a scary responsibility.
Oh but imagine all the WONDERFUL impossibilities that ARE possible.
I had to think up a good quote. I wanted the word masterpiece to be a mosaic. I love Eric Carle’s collage art. I’m encouraged every time I read the Hungry Caterpillar to a classroom of 1st grades. We get excited EVERY time. From collage art to the BIG idea that art can be anything you want it to be, I’m amazed!
Let yourself go. Go Mad. Go Bonkers. Lose Yourself.
I love the color and that the words freedom, creates and masterpiece all create a movement leading from one to another. This love wouldn’t have happened without the entire process of letting yourself go. I had an idea and started with a color palette that best expressed my idea. I mixed up the colors and oh the color in the word creates happened! I probably need to rework the freedmom color them. I will. Let’s do add that to my claendar.
Losing yourself helps you find yourself.
Just now as I uploaded the picture I can see the promise of this piece. I’m in love with the idea and the mosaic just takes my breath away. Let’s be honest my heart aches because I see that I need to focus on the nitty-gritty of pulse and precision. I mean the color scheme is to die for but, the smudges and the staying in the lines… oh I get so excited. I know I have awesome ideas. No one will ever know how awesome they are, if I don’t work on the skill. At least I know what needs working and what doesn’t. Let’s work on the quote. Let’s paint!
Everything is possible