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hand lettering the whole book

Yes. This will be the first book I completely hand letter. I just keep going back to Austin Kleon’s awesome books. I want to do it. I’m going to do it.

That of course means I’ll re-paint the poem again. I have just the right aqua. I’ll practice more lettering. I can feel myself about to fall in this analysis paralysis episode and think too much. Not going to go there.

New deadline will be March 2. Oh my goodness I still need to publish the paperbacks.

But first I revisit Jon Contino”s class and then Lauren Hom’s class.

…and this didn’t work out but at least it was good practice with monotones and transparencies.

…I’ll have a little more fun lettering…there are no impossibilities.

thoughts

Show-Up

which brings me to showing up. There’s going to be lots of bad art. I get that now. Show up anyway.

Nothing more than showing up has given me the courage to play and embrace ideas. To once and for all, listen. Big Magic is an amazing read.

I came into this year seeking to improve my drawing skills. I did that with each of the books I wrote. I drew every single picture for Ana & George.

I discovered an awesome palette. I love my drawings. Oh and I’m much better at drawing that which I love. Yes.

I spent a whole year putting this book aside. In a matter of days, long eight hour days sketching and coloring, I finished. Had I not shown up for days all year on other projects, I never could have done this in a matter of days.

…to be continued

-there are no impossibilites

thoughts

Love + Holly Jolly

Sometimes I feel it and sometimes I don’t. These days I am reminded of the miracle and magic of giving.

These days I continue looking back to sketchbooks of the past. Looking back to the choices I’ve made or lack there of. What has to change so that I can live the life I choose? In a sense I already am. BUT who am I kidding. I want what I want.

Oh wow there’s been some ugly stuff. Real ugly. I love the ideas but the first two remind me that I’ve grown. Thank goodness for that.

A few days ago, I was painting hearts and that led to my love poem. I mean I thought I was done. Apparently not.

Working on a whole new layout, one that’s worthy of a wall.

…AND once I started the whole love poem edit for clarity and fluency, well that led to ideas of all things hearts for the book.

But last night I pondered over the changes and I got to say that little conversation hurt.
All this led to recording myself talking about my creative journey. My plan is to finish off the year reviewing my decisions, goals and bring that to a close so I can be READY FOR 2019

-no hay imposibles

So ready to work on new books and

books

How do you get better?

Some OG art…gosh I need to paint this. 

People always ask this question, expecting a magical answer. They expect a cookie cutter plan. The truth is simple. Show up. Show up in every sense of the word and PLAY.

Nothing more than writing three books has helped me understand this.  That’s it , nothing fancy or crazy. Just show up with an idea. Most people show up for a few days and then give up.

I have learned to recognize resistance, Lizard Brain. 

The way I see it is you can play. Immerse yourself in your idea and let that emotion pour out on the canvas.

Canvas can be a song, a book, or anything really. Yes, it’s how you say it. Yes, its how you feel. 

Or, and here’s the ugly truth,  you could  edit, overthink, analyze, doubt, fear, put-off, deny, forget, lie, erase…its all the same. 

My best work happens within the very first rounds. I create this idea in my mind, paint and there it is. Ok, maybe there’s a little what am I trying to convey here. 

Problem is for those firsts to be awesome, lots of showing up has to happen.   I get that now. 

-there are no impossibilities