I’m making changes. I started with blue hearts both medium and small size. That just wasn’t working. I didn’t want to toss this aside…again. I took my size 10 brush and blobbed on the paint and here we are.
It works. Yes this is beautiful. The book and images are coming together. Now what about the fruit tart? My audience is children and I need another treat?
… There’s this warmth, sweet like a …cup of hot cocoa on a cold day? … summer days and watermelon? …yes
In the beginning I felt this need to rhyme because I thought it was fun. Slowly this poem/ letter has shown me that rhyming was all wrong. Rhyming is fun but it was hard to pull off. I want this book to be a fun interactive experience with a beautiful message.
You gotta love yourself. I have one more week to finish the book and then I start on road trip. I can’t believe it will be done, book cover and all, e-book ready. The perfect occasion will be back to school. That’s just around the corner. Oh my gosh…
Here’s the first try, sketch and all. What a mess.
I took my time sketching and then I messed up. So I took another sheet and painted. No sketching just painted. Mixed up some color. What a masterpiece.
I still need lots of details but this is great. The color and poppies in three growing stages really express others will try but you live your story. Everyone blooms at their own pace with their own beauty. Wait… that’s a storybook lion who was a late bloomer.
A few more leaves, some white acrylic to cover up the mistakes and more details…this is awesome.
The digitizing has begun. The next phase is putting it all together. I already have a few pages that need to be redone.
Who’s my audience? Kids. That means I need to make sure my lettering is easy to read. And the color scheme, well this tree seems all wrong. As much as I like it, it has to go. There’s not enough breeze among the leaves. The I’ll be here sentiment, needs breeze. I pressed down too hard on the paper which made for thick texture. All wrong.
For a moment I doubted but there can be no doubt. Coincidently, I read this very thought today! I ‘m happy to be working on this book. I’ll revise knowing I’m writing for an audience of one. Me.
I’m grateful for the good dinner I had and now it’s time to continue the digitizing.
What ever it is you must do, do it knowing that fear is in it’s rightful place. Fear doesn’t go away. Durning every project there comes a time when I contemplate TIME. Is my time well spent? I go back and forth adjusting the book, allowing for new aha moments.
And so I created another edition of the poem. What do I do, I forget to include the word heart, Ha! I think I like it anyway. Enjoy the process has become a mantra to live by. This week I had fun exploring and digging deep into what excites me.
Yes it’s all about love and letting the kid play. Watercolor ink doesn’t work so good for stamping leaves. Acrylic and Tempera does.
Stamping with leaves was incredible! I must do more of this. I got a little practice with layout and color schemes.
Painting with a q-tip was fun as well. It’s all in the consistency of the paint. This is supposed to be for the Love is like this you know page, butyesterday’s idea is much cooler.
Fun Hand lettering
Oh wow I scanned the paper underneath too. Definitely need to fix before it goes in the book. Ha. How’s that for the first day of summer!
Gong over my designs was interesting. There were designs I painted because they followed a certain trend. Or a texture, color or technique I admired from a fellow artist. Not one gave me the feeling I felt today…
One for the redo pile.
I pressed the unpublish button and thought, ok I love this idea, but how can I change it. Add blue and the above design happened.
Everything came together as I was going over the book dummy. I was trying to think of an expressive way to say Love is like this you know. I believe I found it. This idea flows right into the next page. With each spoonful of sugar the sour fades and all you savor is a wonderful flavor.
It’s always the ones that just happen that keep me excited.
I totally get the whole you gotta love the process. Should I be signing my work?
I have this habit of creating and sharing…everything. So there I go on society 6 going over all of my designs.
I parted ways with the ones that didn’t excite me, be it color or idea. Now to figure out the theme. To ponder over why. As an artist you change. Not because of season but because your voice and wisdom grow. Skills change. Yes so glad I painted with leaves today.
Ugh, I painted three doors today; they just kept coming out awful. AND then I… a little voice said,”these doors aren’t going to happen.” There’s too much detail and they don’t fit with the style of the book.
Sometimes I just create. These are the awesome days. Other days I think of creating art for the shop or Instagram. These are the horrible no good very bad days.
There’s that and the fact that not every piece is going to be awesome. Not every piece is going to be awesome. But it’s awesome practice. It’s important to create in a place that makes you feel like you just have to create. It’s important to know when to alter course.
Tomorrow I start the hand lettering part of my book.